最近心情不是很好，没办法控制我的情绪。。
做起事来无心无力。。
不知是不是太过累还是什么。。
照理说，星期日这一天应该很好的，好好休息，睡觉。。
就是因为这样，头脑开始想起不开心的事情。。
心里会有酸酸的感觉。。
难得可以好好睡一觉，奇怪是睡觉，头脑里一直出现很多画面。。
做工的事情，读书的事情，朋友的事情，钱的事情，这样多事情就不见得有哪一件是好的。。
醒来时头又痛，人又累。。闷。。显。。烦。。
这样久了，还是放不下。。
很想用别的东西来控制自己。。心术开始有一点不正了。。
有一点走火入魔的感觉。。每分每秒在想着怎样为未来打算。。
到底什么才是最适合我的。。
还是弄自己忙是最好的选择。。
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
A trip to Tuanku Ja'afar
Today after settling some stuffs in the morning , Daryl from Malacca come all the way here to KL , so meet him up and went to Mid Valley , then went to his former school Tuanku Ja'afar . He said the school is inside a jungle , but it wasn't really that bad .
The school is of course a lot nicer than UTAR ( since the fees is also more expensive than UTAR, haha.. ) , the compound is big , but not as big as UTAR , UTAR's compound is all around Klang Valley , cool right ? Range from PJ to Setapak to Sungai Long , even in Kampar !! However , Tuanku Ja'afar looks more like a secondary school rather like a college or university , but is the environment is lovely.
The place really reminds me the time I was in NS - Masjid Tanah Camp . Sometimes I'll complain that going to NS is a waste of time , but is really an experience that I won't forget . Why ? Have to cut botak , have to wear that stupid pants run here and there , have to do pumping every morning , have to sing negaraku everyday ( sometimes 10 times a day ) , have to speak malay everyday , and most importantly , NO CELL PHONE , NO COMPUTER !!! ( excluding weekends )
It's really funny to think back , when it comes to weekends , everyone will start to line up in front of the office waiting to get their phone back , then you can see everyone start doing phone calls or sms-ing , I was one of the busiest at there , until kena complain my phone sms very noisy..
Also reminds me how i own the Malays in playing Ping Pong , they are damn nice to be bullied when come to this , we play it almost every evening at 5 o clock , then maybe after that I'll just jog with one Wushu master preparing myself for the Marathon . Sometimes when I got boring I'll just do the "pocho-pocho" dance with all the other Malays , it gets more boring each time I go .. haha..
Sometimes is darn freaking boring to stay at there , sometimes is damn PEK CIK dealing with this Charlie team members , but there's happy times also ..
And I realise something , if I can stay in my camp , i can stay at everywhere ! The place sux ! stings ! Especially the toilet , what the hell man .... Horrible and TERRIBLE !! Luckily the dorm is not as bad , still can sleep soundly inside . All these are experience , that is the only one time I will miss home and want to go home .
Sometimes will miss that place , but will never hope to go back there again !
The school is of course a lot nicer than UTAR ( since the fees is also more expensive than UTAR, haha.. ) , the compound is big , but not as big as UTAR , UTAR's compound is all around Klang Valley , cool right ? Range from PJ to Setapak to Sungai Long , even in Kampar !! However , Tuanku Ja'afar looks more like a secondary school rather like a college or university , but is the environment is lovely.
The place really reminds me the time I was in NS - Masjid Tanah Camp . Sometimes I'll complain that going to NS is a waste of time , but is really an experience that I won't forget . Why ? Have to cut botak , have to wear that stupid pants run here and there , have to do pumping every morning , have to sing negaraku everyday ( sometimes 10 times a day ) , have to speak malay everyday , and most importantly , NO CELL PHONE , NO COMPUTER !!! ( excluding weekends )
It's really funny to think back , when it comes to weekends , everyone will start to line up in front of the office waiting to get their phone back , then you can see everyone start doing phone calls or sms-ing , I was one of the busiest at there , until kena complain my phone sms very noisy..
Also reminds me how i own the Malays in playing Ping Pong , they are damn nice to be bullied when come to this , we play it almost every evening at 5 o clock , then maybe after that I'll just jog with one Wushu master preparing myself for the Marathon . Sometimes when I got boring I'll just do the "pocho-pocho" dance with all the other Malays , it gets more boring each time I go .. haha..
Sometimes is darn freaking boring to stay at there , sometimes is damn PEK CIK dealing with this Charlie team members , but there's happy times also ..
And I realise something , if I can stay in my camp , i can stay at everywhere ! The place sux ! stings ! Especially the toilet , what the hell man .... Horrible and TERRIBLE !! Luckily the dorm is not as bad , still can sleep soundly inside . All these are experience , that is the only one time I will miss home and want to go home .
Sometimes will miss that place , but will never hope to go back there again !
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Good Luck !
I'm not really sure when is SPM or when is STPM , but I remember is around this kind of time..haha..oh well..
Wish you good luck in your exams ! All the best !
Wish you good luck in your exams ! All the best !
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
喝酒，应酬？
当我写这个 blog的时候，可能会让大家觉得陈源汉到现在还没有长大，可是我还是很想说，我真的很讨厌喝酒。。
小时候，妈妈有时忽然间给我喝红酒，还小不知道要怎样喝，一口气把它当汽水直接喝下去，结果头脑又一点晕晕。。
foundation时，可能是要贪新鲜，爽爽会和Chong Lun去最靠近的油站买最便宜的酒来喝，喝了后，睡得特别爽。。起来后就去上课！
在Penang时，也去买了一瓶余人生的红酒，大家十个人也很开心的喝，整个脸变红去，开开心心的玩警察抓贼。。哈哈。。
可是呢。。
我最后一天在Brussels做工的经验真的是太不好了，身体不舒服头更痛。。开始对喝酒有一点忌惮了。。
最近呢。。
我的Supervisor因为有些事情辞去工作，半夜一点忽然间call我去"farewell"..本来不是很想去的，不过又不是很好意思，算了咯。。
本来说好喝茶的。。到那边后竟然讲去唱k..而且又再开一瓶Jack Daniel来喝。。
很恐怖哦。。大家一直在那边喝，喝到情形有一点不对了。。其中一个男的，醉到醒不来了，另外一个女的更死，开始乱乱讲话，开始哭，开始喊。。
Bill出来的时候也吓死人。。还好勉强还完。。
我本身是没有什么喝到，所以是最清醒的，结果被逼要当司机载每个人回，自己到家时已经接近8点早上了。。
还不是很了解喝酒的人是怎样想的。。
忽然想到一句话，“借酒消愁”，酒会把人的神经变大条，那不就是说，伤心时喝酒，会变更伤心？？？
那喝来做什么。。又贵，又对身体不好，又有可能做错事情。。
记得我一个很成功的堂哥说过，他跟老板还是顾客谈生意时，自己本身不喝酒，请人家喝就可以了，大家开心。。
hmm..算了，再继续观察咯。。拜！
小时候，妈妈有时忽然间给我喝红酒，还小不知道要怎样喝，一口气把它当汽水直接喝下去，结果头脑又一点晕晕。。
foundation时，可能是要贪新鲜，爽爽会和Chong Lun去最靠近的油站买最便宜的酒来喝，喝了后，睡得特别爽。。起来后就去上课！
在Penang时，也去买了一瓶余人生的红酒，大家十个人也很开心的喝，整个脸变红去，开开心心的玩警察抓贼。。哈哈。。
可是呢。。
我最后一天在Brussels做工的经验真的是太不好了，身体不舒服头更痛。。开始对喝酒有一点忌惮了。。
最近呢。。
我的Supervisor因为有些事情辞去工作，半夜一点忽然间call我去"farewell"..本来不是很想去的，不过又不是很好意思，算了咯。。
本来说好喝茶的。。到那边后竟然讲去唱k..而且又再开一瓶Jack Daniel来喝。。
很恐怖哦。。大家一直在那边喝，喝到情形有一点不对了。。其中一个男的，醉到醒不来了，另外一个女的更死，开始乱乱讲话，开始哭，开始喊。。
Bill出来的时候也吓死人。。还好勉强还完。。
我本身是没有什么喝到，所以是最清醒的，结果被逼要当司机载每个人回，自己到家时已经接近8点早上了。。
还不是很了解喝酒的人是怎样想的。。
忽然想到一句话，“借酒消愁”，酒会把人的神经变大条，那不就是说，伤心时喝酒，会变更伤心？？？
那喝来做什么。。又贵，又对身体不好，又有可能做错事情。。
记得我一个很成功的堂哥说过，他跟老板还是顾客谈生意时，自己本身不喝酒，请人家喝就可以了，大家开心。。
hmm..算了，再继续观察咯。。拜！
Sunday, November 9, 2008
"Last day" of Work
Hmm..this blog is updated by 1 week late , it's supposed to be last Sunday ...
This is me with Brussels shirt , is actually quite a nice uniform..haha..
After our work , we went to the Hula Cafe ( was just beside Brussels ) to have some kind like a farewell la , ordered one Gin Sapphire.. This is the first time I drink like crazy , played the stupid game , 十五二十。。 lost like crazy , don't really know how much have i drank , the second thing i know was , I cannot take it already , everything throw out =.= 超难看的。。
That time was like 4.30 am already , can't really stand up also , i swear to myself I'm not going to get drunk again man. Anyway thankx for the wonderful moment !
It was my "last day" of work in Brussels , i resigned because it was a bit too tiring for me since I'm having 2 jobs at one time , and sometimes this job ends at 3 o clock in the morning , so I can't really take it la..
One thing I have to admit is I really enjoy a lot in Brussels, not just the experience at there , the friends at there , even the pay was like .. WOW .. was unexpectedly high .. I haven't really upload the photos of Brussels cafe last time , ok here is it ..
After our work , we went to the Hula Cafe ( was just beside Brussels ) to have some kind like a farewell la , ordered one Gin Sapphire.. This is the first time I drink like crazy , played the stupid game , 十五二十。。 lost like crazy , don't really know how much have i drank , the second thing i know was , I cannot take it already , everything throw out =.= 超难看的。。
That time was like 4.30 am already , can't really stand up also , i swear to myself I'm not going to get drunk again man. Anyway thankx for the wonderful moment !
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