Utar Idol Final 2009 - I

This competition is finally over..

It has been hunting me for this one month time ..

I think this would be a right time to write something like this..

Look at this email and you will understand what I am trying to say.
You can skip the email if you want to , is a bit lengthy.

Hello XXXX , It's been quite a while since we last chatted , so how's everything ? studies ? singing ? I think last time I did mention to you about me taking part in this UTAR Idol thing , well I think is quite obvious that this is a singing competition.. er..for the 1st audition right , i was like..wanna fool around only , since the participation fee is only RM 1 , so I just take up my courage and take part in this competition, just wanna have some fun only.. Well , I eventually made it into semi-final. Was quite happy actually , so I just continue with this competition. In the semi-final , there were like 32 contestants. And what I would say about most of them is ... they are very good singers , or i should just say that they are a lot better than me.. Anyway , during the semi-final , I have chosen the song 精舞门 , is a fast song , which I have sing and dance at the same time.. To me , i think to other people also , it is not that nice actually , but it was quite impressive , and maybe "entertaining". I am the only person who sing and dance , the others are just plain normal singing. And I guess because of that , I made it into the top 12 finalist. Sounds as if like a good news , but i think to me is not really such a good news. At the time when i was chosen , I feel as if I was treated like a "clown" or just an "entertainer" . Here comes the main point of the email. And when time pass by , I even heard very .. bad things .. I know one comment that I feel very terrible is this. " aiyor.. there is just so unfair.. especially the people who dance like a monkey one ar.. god damn it.. like that also can get it.. ask the fat judges open his pig eyes and judge fairly lar.. ><" Then i keep on hearing things like "How the hell he got into the final ?" "He is not suppose to be in the final" And one thing that I didn't expect from the competition is ... there is going to be a duet ! Since we have 12 finalist , means there will be 6 pairs. You know how sickening i feel when we were suppose to choose our partner.. I don't mind putting a shame on myself, but I just don't want to pull my partner down also. This is the 1st competition i ever took part where i feel really stressful and "pek cek" of. Since rumours and bad stuffs keep on flying around here and there , means that I lagi cannot quit this competition. I should just prove them wrong for saying so many bad things about me. Just want to express out that's all , thanks a lot! Chat next time!

I was lucky to get people to help me throughout this competition.

People like..
Yon Lynn , Hui Hsing , Zhi Kuan, Daryl, Wei Yang, Paul.
(Sorry if I didn't mention anyone of you)

But ,

one big special thanks

to

MR.Fan Ya Fu

What i can say is...
Without his help, I am nothing in this competition.
And
I think my singing has improved quite a lot compare to last month
All because of him ^^
(Yon Lynn played quite a big important role in this thing also..haha)

Ok la , now I'm typing all these as if I got the "UTAR IDOL" title
haha..I'm not even in the top 6
The other 10 finalist was good
Technically they are all better than me
My advantage is to sing and dance

However, I think I did quite a good job for this competition.
At least I think is quite enough to shut people's mouth up!

I will continue my next post about UTAR IDOL Final.
There are very very interesting contestants at there.
Especially this one cool guy
Stay tune for the details ~!