Drive, Efforts

Daryl showed me his moral thingy project, it was a video clip made by he and his friend.

Well , in overall , I don't really see any main point from the whole video , they are not broadcasting students and they are using software like windows movie maker , so you cannot expect anything out from it.

However, what i saw from the video is , they really put effort in this video , they really enjoy throughout the video . Maybe there's times where they really really pek cek, but i think they will be very satisfied with the result.

It's been such a long time I have this kind of motivation, this kind of drive when I'm doing something..
Sometimes I'm wondering whether I'm really suitable for the course I'm taking now or not..
I don't have the motivation when I'm preparing for my test or even doing my assignments.. Maybe I don't feel any competition..

Let's talk about assignment , when I got the questions, I found it very boring and very uninteresting...
So what I did was , leave it until one day before submission ,that's the time where we will gather together and start doing the work, so of course is no more perfect work, or even close to a "good" work...I never like paperworks , it is so boring..

Recalled last time during foundation, I really put so much effort in assignments like Public Speaking (That's the best man!) , Webpage Design & Programming . I spent so much time to do my research, to make my work perfect, take & edit video .. ( That is why people say working with me is very stressful .. )
Like what I have mentioned just now, there's time where I am freaking pissed off , freaking pek cek , but when you see the result , it is so satisfying !!

I can proudly show to anyone or any friends. Maybe to them is like a normal work , but to me is something worth keeping, something worth remembering, something that I learn a lot from there..

But now I'm really a lazy bump, I am no more someone who chase for perfection. I don't know whether that is something good or bad, but one thing for sure is , I'm so unmotivated.. Maybe what I need is competition, because I really love challenges.

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